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hey yo wassup I'm going to completely ignore the rules for this Llama Emoji-03 (Sparkles) [V1]
tagged by ponypaws Pink Flower 

 
1. watermelon or lemonade?
2. Favourite singer/band?
3. Youtubers or Viners? If not, then do you have
someone you look up to?
4. what is your favourite film of THIS year?
5. are you faithfully watching the 2016 Olympics?
6. do you say pegasus or winged horse?
7. pastel or dark colors?
8. are you a Marvel fan? 
9. what animal would you associate yourself to?
10. do you listen to the radio at home?
12. chocolate is banned in your country, 
what would you do?
13. I'm running out of ideas
so here's the last question.
Yaoi or yuri? Choose only one. //shot
If not then just state your favourite couple Laughing my ass off!

1. oooooooOOOO I'm not the hugest fan in the world of either but I think I would say watermelon?? :la: I don't really like lemonade unless it's with some ros
é wine :XD:

2. hard to answer! will take some thinking
.
..
is it bad that I typically like more japanese music than english stuff?? x) AAA I'm not sure, I'll say Biffy Clyro! ((ugh but I also really like Linkin Park and and Spyair and McFly :dead:))
ugh most of what I listen to is anime openings/endings and OSTs (or the free! character songs because they are so beautiful)

3. I watch a couple of youtubers! I like Pewdiepie but don't watch a lot (he's just a rly nice guy ok,) KickthePJ, Bubzbeauty or rather Bubzvlogz for her adorable family, H3H3productions, GameGrumps, Dan and Phil sorry, Mortem3r, Rachel & Jun and Sharla in Japan C: Not so into vines that I know many viners, but I like Thomas Sanders!

4. oh nooo! oof I can't think of too many I've seen... I haven't gotten around to Finding Dory, Zootopia or Suicide Squad yet so they're off the table... I did see that new hunstman movie with low expectations and it was pretty okay? Or maybe Me Before You which I know got accused of being super ableist but I didn't see that in there at all and really enjoyed it :aww:

5. I didn't realise they'd started until later :XD: I watched a bit last time due to them being in my country but this year I'm not sure! do they play volleyball in em cos im kind of in a haikyuu!! hype right now :faint:
Heheh maybe I will start watching but it won't be very faithful :rofl:

6. Always pegasus :la: But winged horse is fine too and always sounds pretty charming to me!

7. I tend to wear darker colours but actually prefer pastel colours (for the kawaii in my soul)
I wish I had more pastel stuff but eh, I don't know if it would suit me :XD: Aesthetic-wise I definitely prefer pastels!

8. Somewhat yes! I haven't been to see any of the new movies for a while and have fallen behind a bit :dead: But I do like Marvel a lot! Especially Thor, Captain America and X-Men (First Class and Days of Future Past :happybounce:) and I liked the Avengers a lot! Just never saw Age of Ultron :laughing:
(jees man when are they gonna make a black widow/hawkeye prequel movie omg WHAT HAPPENED IN BUDAPEST)

9. somethin like a racoon or deer... don't talk to me all i want is trash

10. not really! in the car with my parents but thats pretty much the only time! I don't like a lot of modern music or people so I'm better off sticking to youtube for music/entertainment :lol:

11. Caveman SpongeBob icon ??

12. [#67] Spongebob Squarepants - Look I'd get over it in a week or two... would suck when i wanna bake cookies tho

13. I would have to say yaoi with much confidence because I really can't think of any yuri ships besides Ymir and Christa from snk :lmao:
considering that I love Free! and Haikyuu!! how could I not choose yaoi :XD:
Current Yaoi status: Haikyuu!! has taken over my life send help

I shall not tag anybody, I'm too busy admiring these legs >> Dem Legs (Spongebob Squarepants)

  • Listening to: Imagination - Spyair
  • Reading: various yaoi fics I'm not sure! bokuaka stuff
  • Watching: Haikyuu!!
  • Playing: Fire Emblem Fates: Conquest
  • Eating: fish fingers... but fish don't have fingers
  • Drinking: water
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does anyone remember me :dead:

I think maybe it feels like more time has passed than in reality since I was last really here... still a while tho, sorry :XD:

I'm not really sure what's been going on! I've been at home a lot, and will be for a while yet since it's summer and all... Lessons didn't go well after exams (or rather didn't go at all... I only really managed to attend the biology lessons mostly but the rest ended up difficult)

But! I'm trying to forget about that and start back for my last year with a more positive mindset. I know I can catch up on everything I missed with some help from my teachers, so I just need to dedicate myself to that in September!

And recently :noes: Well, I watched Haikyuu!! and now my life is different and better :faint: Those gay boys are good for my soul and keep me happy at least :dummy: And I know more about volleyball now I guess?? And it seems that all day I'm jus thinking about Akaashi... maybe too much...
(It's so nice to be in a fandom where everybody likes all the pairings and there's no fighting, unlike the Bleach fandom which I have lingered in for many years now... dealing with ship wars...)

Even though it's still hard to be around my family sometimes, since I can't really deal with outside negativity (whats happening inside is plenty) I think my mood can be very fragile and I end up feeling terrible and wanting to just give everything up and go lie in a ditch whenever anything bad happens... even thoughhh I feel that way sometimes and am always worrying and over-analysing, being out of school officially is a huge weight of my chest and allows me to feel a little more at peace :lol:

I got plans for the summer! On my list is to start some volunteering! At a charity shop maybe, I'm sure I'll be able to find somewhere for that! and since I'm free on week days I could go then and perhaps it wouldn't be so busy?? Less people to deal with is always a positive :XD:
And I need to muster the courage to attend one of those pregnant-and-baby meetups even though it sounds like the last place you'd ever find me in my free time - but it would be very useful to write about to get a place at a university midwifery course :dead: And I need to read those Ina May Garten books I bought!! To build a case as somebody who understands midwifery :lmao:
(sometimes I question why I'm even trying to become a midwife, but I think it's just the anxiety at work)

I gotta catch up on schoolwork too :faint: That's involving art... which I've neglected for months even though I was really supposed to be doing work outside of all those lessons I skipped... idk let's ignore that for now, i absolutely must have some work to show when I get back, though (even if my teacher doesn't like it, crappy work is better than no work)

and I'l like to get some art done, whether it be equine stuff on dA or the kind of shit I post on tumblr ~shrug
we'll see how it all goes :meow:

I hope to maybe get to the end of this summer without feeling like I wasted all my time, though :meow: This is my last summer holiday from school :tears: And then in a few years summer breaks will not exist for me anymore! Once I get a full-time job after university :dead::dead::dead:

ye
I'm gonna make the most of this :giggle:
  • Listening to: The Last Time - Taylor Swift ft. Gary Lightbody
  • Reading: various yaoi fics I'm not sure!
  • Watching: Haikyuu!!
  • Playing: Fire Emblem Fates: Conquest
  • Eating: Cereal
  • Drinking: water
I forget where I was going with the little journal-naming trend... and honestly, it relied on things getting better - but instead, it's kinda rocky at the minute.

Exams are over, and they could've gone better! But I really did try very hard to do my best and that is an accomplishment in itself in my present state, I suppose!

Weekday lessons begin again tomorrow, for about a month or so before summer break, and that is a huge concern for me right now that I don't want to go into too much. I already did a little tumblr rant about it and that was enough to get the feelings out! So all I'll say here is aaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i'd rather die

But anyways! Ignoring that problem, I'm been a weird mix of kind-of-figuring-things-out and completely-overwhelmed-by-everything in the last few days. I figured I should keep up with the university research and it's making me all kinds of confused.
As soon as I understand all of the entry requirements and application stuff, I think 'oh wow I could figure this out - make a strong application and get the right grades.' But then I remember how my first exams went and what absolute torture the school environment is for me right now, and I start to doubt absolutely everything and feel utterly hopeless again.

The problem with these things is that they're still more of a long-term concern, but I know they will creep up on me and I won't be prepared unless I worry now. And people seem to be expecting me to deal with it know and be prepared but also not worry? I don't know if it's just me, but I can't quite figure that one out!!

(Ugh, on another point, home life is driving me crazy rn cos' I've been out of school for 2 months due to exams - I'm still in a pretty fragile mental state and my parents' expectations of me are wayy-disproportionate)

I am really looking forward to university. Somehow I've been keeping positive about the thought of actually being there - but the stages leading up to that are very stressful. All this time I've been convinced that my anxiety won't follow me and I think that a new life and routine in a new city would be a good thing for me.

(Oh but another note is I feel really stupid right now! And I don't mean it exactly like that but here's the thing - I just figured out that my accent is dumb! Kinda! It's just not the stereotypical posh accent, that's all I really mean. But I don't know! I always thought it was far more posh than some of the accents you hear in the UK... but apparently it's totally average-low))
(((I don't even think I have this accent all the time, and it depends on who I'm speaking to. It definitely comes out in more informal conversations and I can definitely choose not to use it but it seems to be more of an inherent thing for when the situation is casual)))

I'm not sure what I'm rambling about today, sorry! I always hope these journals aren't a bother to anybody! I'm good at rambling nowadays if I can find the energy to talk!

and on the matter of energy oh my good gosh im so tired idek what im going to be like after going back to school

I've been having such a hard time mustering the courage to get out of bed and start the day, so tomorrow isn't going to be a good morning at all. Bearing in mind that I have to wash my hair and maybe try do some exercise and remember to drink water... ugh.

ooo but I've using the new zelda game coming out next year as a reason to do anything and keep going so I will have to remind myself of that!

I'd best get a good few hours of sleep in if I'm to survive tomorrow, then! :tired:
  • Listening to: Haruka Nanase - Navy Tomorrow
  • Reading: various yaoi fics I'm not sure!
  • Watching: Downton Abbey
  • Playing: Splatoon
  • Eating: Cereal
  • Drinking: tea
I'm stuck at home for study leave and I can't complain! Plus only one exam to go, in a few days time, and then I've got some time at home before I go back to school for one more month before summer!

im not havin that great a time at home but at least its better than being anywhere else

Um! I'm not feeling so bad right now - not good either - but at least while I'm not expected to be in school I'm getting by! No therapy session this week, though, so idk maybe I'm gonna have a lot of bottled up feelings by my next one!

I finally got one of the new Fire Emblem games to keep me happy for a while but I already finished it! In only a few days :X but I really enjoyed it and am already playing it a second time, more slowly! But it was a nice distraction and reward --- I promised myself I would buy it once I got the bulk of my exams out of the way! And I did!

But my exams haven't been going quite as well as I'd hoped but it's okay, I feel I was doing something very very close to my best! More so than ever before. I figure I can most likely retake them next year, even if it will be struggle with next year's exams too - hopefully I will have a better grasp of school by then and hopefully be feeling better all around!

I've been getting totally random little anxiety attacks at home, which sucks. One was really bad when I was rewatching some old Downton Abbey the other day, at a scene where my favourite character died and it was really sad! And idk, I think it's because I was watching it with my mum and maybe holding in tears a bit. I got a bit worked up and had a lot of chest pain and totally felt like my throat was caving in and it really hurt! Most of my anxiety-related aches and pains are chest or throat related and it's super sucky cos I always worry about chest stuff since I had costochondritis last year and even pneumonia when I was young. It ain't even worth worrying about but I just don't like that feeling... :dead:
But ye! I was just feeling very unsettled at that point and had a lot of pain over it! And just a few other occasions at home in the last few weeks, just got chest pains and tiny panic attacks.

I think I am making some improvements though! I'm still managing to keep a more positive mindset, at least most of the time! I keep a cute lil journal where I write down silly little accomplishments I make in the day - though I haven't done for 3 days now breaking my streak for the first time :noes: But I figure I don't need to be stressed about it because that's not an accomplishment eyy!
And I post those daily sketches on my tumblr to try to get back in touch with my creativity - I am also running late on a few days' worth of those but it's fine! I'm not crying i swear :faint: :XD:

I'm starting to see how things will get better so I'm keeping it all in mind :meow: And I've been keeping this in mind for a miraculously long time compared to the past! Things still aren't great and it's going to be hell going back to school but I'm just gonna have to do my best to cope! cos that's all I can do.


AAA but on a more positive note, I'm got another J-Con to look forward to in September! And I'm cosplaying again this year - even making my own costume for the cosplay contest again! I hope I learned my lesson last year and will not leave everything right down to the last minute... I will make sure everything is done well in advance I swear!

It's gonna be challenging, especially with my sewing skills. But I always wanted to cosplay Robin from Fire Emblem! :la:

at least I'll have something to keep me busy over the summer!
  • Listening to: um... ethan from h3h3's 90s boyband song xD
  • Reading: fire emblem fanfics sorry not sorry
  • Watching: Downton abbey
  • Playing: Fire Emblem Fates: Birthright
  • Eating: i guess salmon and vegetables
  • Drinking: tea

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Hola! My name is Meg and I'm from the rainy old United Kingdom. I've loved drawing and animals for as long as I can remember, and drawing horses is my hobby, I guess. I seem to disappear for long periods of time every so often, but I usually try to keep up with everything that happens in the communities I'm involved in here on dA.
My interests seriously shift all the time, and I get obsessed with things I like really easily, and I just push everything else aside to cry about how much I love it. That's just the way it is, and when my present obsession is trying to complete HARPG matters or character stories, I'll be around a lot!
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hey yo wassup I'm going to completely ignore the rules for this Llama Emoji-03 (Sparkles) [V1]
tagged by ponypaws Pink Flower 

 
1. watermelon or lemonade?
2. Favourite singer/band?
3. Youtubers or Viners? If not, then do you have
someone you look up to?
4. what is your favourite film of THIS year?
5. are you faithfully watching the 2016 Olympics?
6. do you say pegasus or winged horse?
7. pastel or dark colors?
8. are you a Marvel fan? 
9. what animal would you associate yourself to?
10. do you listen to the radio at home?
12. chocolate is banned in your country, 
what would you do?
13. I'm running out of ideas
so here's the last question.
Yaoi or yuri? Choose only one. //shot
If not then just state your favourite couple Laughing my ass off!

1. oooooooOOOO I'm not the hugest fan in the world of either but I think I would say watermelon?? :la: I don't really like lemonade unless it's with some ros
é wine :XD:

2. hard to answer! will take some thinking
.
..
is it bad that I typically like more japanese music than english stuff?? x) AAA I'm not sure, I'll say Biffy Clyro! ((ugh but I also really like Linkin Park and and Spyair and McFly :dead:))
ugh most of what I listen to is anime openings/endings and OSTs (or the free! character songs because they are so beautiful)

3. I watch a couple of youtubers! I like Pewdiepie but don't watch a lot (he's just a rly nice guy ok,) KickthePJ, Bubzbeauty or rather Bubzvlogz for her adorable family, H3H3productions, GameGrumps, Dan and Phil sorry, Mortem3r, Rachel & Jun and Sharla in Japan C: Not so into vines that I know many viners, but I like Thomas Sanders!

4. oh nooo! oof I can't think of too many I've seen... I haven't gotten around to Finding Dory, Zootopia or Suicide Squad yet so they're off the table... I did see that new hunstman movie with low expectations and it was pretty okay? Or maybe Me Before You which I know got accused of being super ableist but I didn't see that in there at all and really enjoyed it :aww:

5. I didn't realise they'd started until later :XD: I watched a bit last time due to them being in my country but this year I'm not sure! do they play volleyball in em cos im kind of in a haikyuu!! hype right now :faint:
Heheh maybe I will start watching but it won't be very faithful :rofl:

6. Always pegasus :la: But winged horse is fine too and always sounds pretty charming to me!

7. I tend to wear darker colours but actually prefer pastel colours (for the kawaii in my soul)
I wish I had more pastel stuff but eh, I don't know if it would suit me :XD: Aesthetic-wise I definitely prefer pastels!

8. Somewhat yes! I haven't been to see any of the new movies for a while and have fallen behind a bit :dead: But I do like Marvel a lot! Especially Thor, Captain America and X-Men (First Class and Days of Future Past :happybounce:) and I liked the Avengers a lot! Just never saw Age of Ultron :laughing:
(jees man when are they gonna make a black widow/hawkeye prequel movie omg WHAT HAPPENED IN BUDAPEST)

9. somethin like a racoon or deer... don't talk to me all i want is trash

10. not really! in the car with my parents but thats pretty much the only time! I don't like a lot of modern music or people so I'm better off sticking to youtube for music/entertainment :lol:

11. Caveman SpongeBob icon ??

12. [#67] Spongebob Squarepants - Look I'd get over it in a week or two... would suck when i wanna bake cookies tho

13. I would have to say yaoi with much confidence because I really can't think of any yuri ships besides Ymir and Christa from snk :lmao:
considering that I love Free! and Haikyuu!! how could I not choose yaoi :XD:
Current Yaoi status: Haikyuu!! has taken over my life send help

I shall not tag anybody, I'm too busy admiring these legs >> Dem Legs (Spongebob Squarepants)

  • Listening to: Imagination - Spyair
  • Reading: various yaoi fics I'm not sure! bokuaka stuff
  • Watching: Haikyuu!!
  • Playing: Fire Emblem Fates: Conquest
  • Eating: fish fingers... but fish don't have fingers
  • Drinking: water

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